November 23, 1996 and November 23, 2010

November 23,1996. The day, when I was born. November 23,2010. The day, I did not expect any gifts to be received.

I never thought that I am already 14 years old. I am even older. I wish everything would just should slow down. But I know it won't, because it's life.

I am not ready to be14 yet. Because I think I am not proper for this age yet and I think I'm still young for it.
So, this morning when I woke up, there's this feeling that I can't explain.